Really! They have the balls to tell how I should be running things at my own house. They think they are going to compare me with some pissant of a neighbour who can’t hold his own balls together if there is a slight misunderstanding. That motherfucker talks about that other motherfucker, and then warns me about it. The person who has no control over his own emotion, and the other one who runs away at the first sign of stress are telling me, who as been an equal part of the household how to be more proactive?

So the year has, almost, gone by. I thought I’ll have a lot more to write about in this time; more to read about in this time. I did start with REAMDE after TCTBD and did get into it for a good couple of weeks. But I fell off of it after some time my parents came I think. And then I remember feeling that I wont have the time to pick it back up again, since the bus services were going away.

Before finishing the other book, I got way too lineant and way too engrossed with another book. Somehow this isn’t a book that was recommended to me at all. I don’t know if this happens elsewhere, but it seemed like I was drawn to this book out of the blue. I haven’t heard of it from anyone and I don’t remember where I read it’s title first. I think I can chalk it up to doom scrolling where I might’ve picked it up.

Hi, I’ll keep myself anonymous to the best of my abilities, but it would be hard to not reveal some identifying characteristics during my writings. Or from some one with a strong intent to lift the curtains. Part of the reason of doing this, keeping one anonymous and even starting a blogging station, is to keep myself accountable and not reap the credit from it at anytime as that has historically stopped me from progressing (#FillInTheBlanks there is a scientific term for it).